Psalm 27:13

“I remain confident of this: I will see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living.” 

I am a two-time, stage four cancer survivor.  Last year I went through an extended period I nicknamed the death days.  From the moment I opened my eyes each morning until they closed again at night, I contended with a sense of impending doom.  I was afraid, tired, and overwhelmed.  My circumstances were desperate, and I constantly thought about my demise.

Eventually, I broke through the haze and remembered to choose life.

In Psalm 27, we find the future King David in a tough spot of his own.  He was at war with enemies who were persistent in their desire to chase him down and kill him.  David retreated into caves in order to survive.  Yet David did not lose heart or despair, but rather he saw a vision of his future - one in which he would live.

We want our pain, discomfort, loss, or sorrow to be quickly overcome.  We would rather believe in God’s goodness after the fact than hold fast to our faith with patience during the trial as we wait upon the deliverance of the Lord.

Yet in our waiting we gain new perspective.

In the secret places with God we remember His faithfulness, remind ourselves of His promises, and gain both strength and endurance to overcome even the most difficult trials. If you feel battered and hopeless, draw away from the violence to seek sanctuary with the Lord. Take heart and allow His love and truth to change your perspective.

Prayer: Lord, You are a good God.  Thank you for meeting me in my most difficult moments with Your grace, mercy and goodness.